I'm going in...

I'm here! ~pondering over a blank page. 

I keep shaking my head no to every thought I have. I used to feel the whole post at once and would have to make leaps and bounds to a computer to get it all down. Now I feel like I'm forcing it.

Such a big part of who I am has become such a small part of my life and at times it feels like failure. Epic even.

I'm supposed to be a writer.